I figure I’ll try and do a real-live non-Lemons blog update! This will be ranty! I’m not sure anyone comes here to read it, though. I guess that’s kind of the topic – the ever-mysterious “online presence.” It’s a topic I always bring up when I meet fellow authors and comickers; whether they twitter or blog or have any dialogue with the public-at-large.
I like the idea of it, but somehow it always seems to elude me. I’ve done several comic strips online in the past, usually for several months to half a year before I give up. The numbers are non-existant to start with and usually go down from there. And I know that “numbers” aren’t everything, but if you’re going to take the time to write and draw something and update it regularly, online you aren’t doing it for money, you’re doing it to tell a story, to interact with your audience, to stay in the public eye. And if you don’t get any of those things, you may as well just draw in your sketchbook, right?
The weird thing is, I do get emails from people who like my book and say really nice things; I’ve gotten 3 starred reviews for HAPPYFACE and a lot of other really swell reviews from bloggers and readers and websites. I’ve done a few appearances and panels, I’ve met a ton of people, and I’m told HAPPYFACE is selling steadily, but somehow that audience doesn’t really “follow” me – I don’t think anyone really thinks of me as any kind of public figure. Like they enjoy the book, but the author is kind of a non-entity. Maybe I need more work published, a bigger library? How do I take that audience, and get them interested in my other ideas?
I spend some (not a ton) of my non-writing time working on this LEMONS comic. I started it for 2 reasons: one- I have an itch to draw. If I don’t draw, it makes me cranky. Even now, I want to draw bigger things, elaborate stuff. I can’t wait to work on the art for WINTER TOWN, I want to really go to town on it. <– pun The other reason, was I thought maybe it would be fun to write about the life of an author – I started the comic when I was in the midst of my conference-touring, staying in hotels and meeting fans and teachers and librarians and other authors. Plus, bonus reason, I wanted to document that stuff because it was interesting and my memory is shoddy at best. But, here I am heading towards 200 of these comics, and I start to think, okay, what am I doing this for? I haven’t written about my Chicago trip yet, which i’d like to do, but otherwise I’m not sure where these will end up, I’m not sure who, if anyone, is following them. And it takes time away from other stuff I could do.
There’s a lot of things I’d like to do still. I’m going to keep working on these YA books, which I love and joining this YA world has been incredible this past year. But I could take this LEMONS time and work on a screenplay with my friend, who wants to shoot something. I had an idea of posting a series of short stories on my blog here, like one every few weeks or once a month. Or I have a few Graphic Novel ideas that I might not get to unless I did it in my free time as a webcomic. Another thing I have an itch to do is another EMO BOY book. But it’s hard to figure out what’s worth the time and energy. Time goes so fast! There’s so much I’d like to do and so little time to do it in, so making these choices becomes important. And if I do something online, be it short stories or a comic or whatever, is there actually an audience for it? I can do these print books and I have an agent and editor and publicity person and a large company publishing and promoting it, but with a webcomic, it’s just me. And I’ll be honest, I’m not loud. I’m very shy. It’s hard for me to talk to people, let alone to say “HEY LOOK AT ME! LOOK AT WHAT I’M DOING!” My agent and editor have to remind me it’s okay to say hello to people that blog and say nice things about me, and that I should consider these people peers and equals. But that’s getting into something else entirely, I suppose.
Anyway, just thought I’d rant a bit to let everyone know where I’m at. Posting these LEMONS comics makes it easier to feel like i’m using my site even though I’m not really saying much. WINTER TOWN is coming along well, I’m about 2/3ds done with the first draft, hope to be done with the first draft in September, finished with the script altogether in October, and then working on the art through November. By New Years I should be ready to start whatever’s next. That’s an exciting thought! I can’t wait for everyone to read WINTER TOWN too. I think it’s a real nice progression from HAPPYFACE. If the third book is what I think it will be, it’s a huge step in a different direction. It’s going to be some work!
That’s all for now, thanks for reading this if you read it, sorry it wasn’t structured better, I just kind of dumped it from my brain – it was the only way it was going to get written! And if you DIDN’T read it… you’re a bad person. There, I’ve said it.